Omg, life is so crazy lately. I have been so blessed. Juan now joined the EMRA board so I officially have a second employee. I got some crazy mixes of the Band Songs and am super excited to record them. I also got a first Mix for wildflower ahhh. Although we decided to rerecord wildflower and villain, which honestly took me some time to process because I put in so. much time and effort into these recording and all the comping and production I did for them. But I think it is probably the right choice as we can get the songs way further! I’m so happy for everything that is coming and so excited! thank you life for being so nice to me. I also got backstage tickets for my favorite festival this weekend, can it get any better I’ll be a photographer, like the cool people damn. Thank you Thank you thank you! I’m so grateful and promise to use every chance I get to make this worth!

Yesterday was a crazy day, I had a meeting with the bassist who I also offered a partnership with EMRA it felt so real and professional. I felt like a boss hiring employees it was so crazy. I also heard a presentation yesterday about the women revolution in Kurdistan and it made me just think so differently again over everything that I’m doing! I want to help people with my music! I don’t want to be part of this non-feeling-capitalistic-System. We are humans we should be caring so much more about each other!

My mom came to visit me yesterday. It was so nice, I really missed her. We went to «Dinkelsbühl» honestly probably the most scenic and beautiful city I’ve ever visited. Absolutely stunning. We ate some Ice-cream and had an amazing Iced Coffee. I was overjoyed spending time with her. We talked a lot about us as a family and my parents relationship and how that influenced me and our whole family and it was somehow so healing to be so open about it. I’m so thankful for my family and how close we are even though these emotional side has made my childhood very explosive. In the morning Yesterday I finished comping together my Song Lovers in the night for the credit part of a shortfall. I am so proud of me for finishing all the scenes and I think they turned out pretty good. I never eimagined I would be able to pull it off, as I’ve never written for film. But it has been an amazing experience and definitely not my last. I also got the bouncer for some Demos we recorded before the break with my Band. And I’m so happy with how they turned out. WE ARE SO GOOD!! I’m really really proud. Now I’m sitting in the sound and looking through some logic files deciding which songs are worth working on!